Just Hold On

He held her in his arms, gently wiping the raindrops off her face. The more he thought, he began to realize that the rain was mixed in with his steady stream of tears. The sound of the rain and her raspy breathing was all he could hear.

Her eyes opened, glanced at her car, which laid upside down, half mutilated, then they turned to him – Peter.

“Peter, what happened?” Olivia asked. He could tell she was fading away. Instead of telling her about how he fell asleep, leaving her along at the wheel. And he didn’t tell her that she fell asleep because of the lack of company. He didn’t tell her that they crashed, and were sitting in the median, drenched in rain. Instead he told her this;

“I loved you. That’s what happened.”

“I love you too.” She smiled. He smiled. Their smiles seemed to last forever, but as always, forever is never long enough.

Her face twisted with pain, and she cried out; “Peter help!”

He just held Olivia tighter and tighter for there was nothing he could do. She let out a sigh. Her eyes froze. She was dead.

He kissed her, and allowed himself to give up. He had ignored his pain so she wouldn’t have had to watch him die. He said a prayer, and laid back. He did not bother to close his eyes. He wanted to belike her – he wanted it to be fair.

He positioned himself as comfortably as possible, and let the pain slowly take over him, causing his death.

It's Come to an End

[the song that started my writing craze]


As the months rolled by I saw us changing
And in our eyes I could see the feeling
How I wish I could run back in time
I’d run 2006 miles
To get to time when we were happy
And maybe we would all see

CHOROUS
That I found a leader
That I found a love
And I found a best friend
But now it’s come to an end
It’s come to an end

When I swallow up my sorrows
And I run into the shadows
I see your face
And I quicken my pace, (to get to you) x2

CHOROUS(Eliminate “that”)

The closer we got
The further we became
Relationships brought
So much pain

CHOROUS(same as above)

And now that it’s over
I try to uncover
The reasons why we changed
And I fight for the past
However long the war will last
I have a feeling
[slow] That it will never be the same

Dont Leave

I know change is good
And no force can stop it;
But maybe if we could give our all
We could try to stall

CHOROUS
Please don’t leave my dear
I know you hear me whisper in you ear
We could change for the better (x2)

The world has stopped and here’s our chance
Please just try or take a glance;
At the possibility to stop the change

CHOROUS

Leavin’ me so soon?
With nothing but the moon,
Starin’ down at me,
Too bad there’s not much to see;
Cuz’ I’m half the man I could be,
If you didn’t leave;
Please try to go back to the old way,
The way when I didn’t have to say…
Just stay, please my dear just stay,
Or at least leave enough for the moon to look at
If anything just give me that
Stay

Take another Piece of Me

Why you’re welcome dear old lady
Anytime, I’ll help you out
Like every one around me
For me is whom they shout

Don’t pay me back-oh never
Just use me like a tool
I’ll cut my heart out and hand it over
Take another piece of me
!AGAIN!

CHOROUS
You take me apart
And leave me strewn across the floor
No thanks, just depart
Not knowing what’s in store
You leave me in pieces
For others to come and take
Take advantage of me
I can’t stand it, can’t you see?
Take another piece of me

Up and down I run the halls
Fulfilling the annoying calls
I serve you for nothing
What do I get

CHOROUS

It’s don’t
I’ll take a piece of you

No Need to Wait

My version of Before It's to Late.

I want to see miracles to find the truth
Lost behind our sad eyes
I looked from a distance
To see who we were
To uncover these lies

Love on, no need to wait
Fall ‘till you hit the ground
But put out
Your broken arms
It’s all needed to save a life

And the hurt might break you
The truth may break too
An apology not said yet
So say goodbye with me
Hold back your tears and be
Yourself, you finally see

Love on, no need to wait
Fall ‘till you hit the ground
But put out
Your broken arms
It’s all needed to save a life

So say it like you mean it
Look ‘till you see it
It’s all needed to save a life
So say goodbye with me
Hold back your tears and be
Yourself, you finally see

Love on, no need to wait
Fall ‘till you hit the ground
But put out
Your broken arms
It’s all needed to save a life

Love on, no need to wait
Fall ‘till you hit the ground
But put out
Your broken arms
It’s all needed to save a life

It’s all needed to save a life

It’s all needed to save my life

Into Sound

I walk into sound
The barrier between real and make believe
Between to be’s and to conceive
Between me and you, across the sea

Falling into this world to the next
Soaring, ecstasy, into a world
That never grows tiresome
A last chance, to run away

Into a sound world
Numbing the drums
Of your tender ears
Forced to bear so much

To run into sound
Takes bravery none the less
To take the risk
Of pleasure and enjoyment

I walk into sound
Searching for a light
Other worldly light
Only to be taken away so quickly

Sorry, Blame it on Me

This is my version of Sorry Blame it on Me. It was originally by Akon. This was to my x.

I'm sorry it took so long
For me to say that we dont belong
I'm sorry for the times you were hurt
But I was hurt becuase you were being a flirt

That you were wishing we could just be done
But I thought that we had just begun
I'm sorry the times for the times I made you mad
But did you stop to think that you made me sad

I'm sorry, but it's not my fault
I'm sorry you put our relationship on hault
I'm sorry that this is taking so long
I'm sorry that this just keeps going on

Because circles and circles every day
I'm sorry for the things we didn't say
Like you destroyed my life and my heart
Now I feel like a bad piece of art

I understand that we have issues
But why does it always end up with us using tissues
And all the pain you put me through
But is there something that we can do

If you can't apologize for what you did wrong
Then it's just a shame all along
We'll be the reason for our wrong
Neither is at fault, and it was both of us all along

Don't put the blame on me
You can't put the blame on me
Don't put the blame on you
You can't put the blame on you

But you can put the blame on us

Sorry for the hand we were dealt
And for embarassment we both felt
We're just a couple of kids tryin' to have fun
But I feel like you're about to pull out a gun

Even though the blames on you
And also the blames on me
You can take that blame and put it on us.

Sorry for all of this
But it's you that I miss
A friendship we never had
That winded up with us getting mad

Sorry for the things I put on you
Sorry for the things I put you through
But you put me through things to
And that's your part of the blame...