Wednesday, June 27, 2007

A Love Story

I was once told that I was not known, not known by the person who loves me so dearly. That dark comment frightened, and intrigued me. The person, oh how they were angry and bittersweet. They seemed lost, confused, hopeless. But can I blame them? Such feelings intertwined in their life, feelings that they say I cannot feel. But they are wrong, for I feel them. I wonder myself, why is it this way? Why can’t I open my arms to this person, and let them cuddle in. I suppose it is the fact that they also once told me that I was not the one. Oh!, how they felt for me, but the true love, My Flame, was not there, nor was theirs. To read this for most, is a mess of confusion, but for her, it is all the sense in the world. To get lost in her would be exhilarating, but her soft breath on my cheek would not be as comforting. For I wish it would work, dear stranger, the stranger I know so well. The curtain I hide behind, it drowns me in confusion of my own sanity. Making the ordinary extraordinary, and the usual unusual. As I said, the flame, My Flame, is the flame that burns, and the fear of losing this flame haunts my imagination. No, you would not dampen it, but me. I would kill My Flame. Getting to interwoven in the artwork of your personality hurts the loss more than ever, which is guaranteed to happen.

11 comments:

Lauwa said...

Wow. That was beautiful...can I ask you a question? Do you only write about depressing things? What about writing writing about the joys of love instead of the heartache...

Anonymous said...

See, the problem is, I haven't experienced to much joy.

Sarah said...
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Anonymous said...

this isn't depressing.
and it definately isn't love.
it's just understanding and caring about someone elses feelings.
which is really sweet of chris.

love knows no jubilance. its all a matter of perspective, which side of the veil window you're on. while the person looking from inside can see clearly, the person looking in from the outside can only see shadows of what could be.

and personally i don't think the truth is ever what anyone wants to hear. which makes some people interpret it as depressing.

Grey Sanders said...

Why thank you. May I ask who you are? You don't have to tell if you don't want to.

Anonymous said...

i'll never tell. :P

haha, jp, i'm pretty sure you know who this is though...
and my not telling you is probably a dead give away...

lmao.

there. now do you know?

Anonymous said...

btw, tell me if you know... and if you can't figure it out [R.E.T.A.R.D.] then i'll tell you next time i see you.

Grey Sanders said...

Umm, Charlotte?

Scarlett Faust said...

WHAT GROUP ARE YOU IN!?!?!?! since you won't email me back.


btw, ya that was me. how'd you know?

Anonymous said...

uh, who else? no 1 ever gets awn here nemor except u and me, and u mor than me so its nawt that hard 2 guess.

Scarlett Faust said...

haha. im pretty sure thats not how he knew tho... neways.
chris: nvm. got ur email. where'd you go?

and laura: im on the computer like the whole day doing my world history homework anyways so i never like log out of anything and i get these little like pop up things that say when there's a new whatever on any of them so i'm not actually on like my blog or like booksie the whole day... just so you know...